Astagfirullahalazim...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

massyaallah..god what I've done...semalam b4 masuk kelas islamic..i met my dream guy tu lah...he stared at me..and im stared at him back anyway..huahua..but my eyes is like an eagle at that time..so dia kalah and tundukkan muka...but shit !!!!!!! am i crazy ??!! stared at the guy like that.....crazy...crazy...crazy....yea...aku x patut wat mcm tu...but it happened so fast and i cant control it..i think that time something was controlled my self...maybe jin or setan or something something lah...malunyaaaaa...!!! malu la aku nak g kelas nanti...mesti beliau akan pikir aku mata keranjang or gatal or gedik or whatever lah !!!!  oh mannn !!! what should i do...

okey2 !! gini...just pretend to be cool and act like nothing happen..if he dare to come and ask me why im stared at him i will say " actually ur eyes is pretty and unic, so that's why la"...hopely the answer is okey...haha...

last night i do some googled about my dream guy..and i found some information about him...

-he got a fb, myspace, and friendster
-aquarius
-his birthday  bla bla 1990 ( younger 3 years OKEY !!!)
-he stay at bangi
-he like playing a chess,football
i got his bike no plate and his student id also..but no need to show it here..

 so now i know his age..so that pretty bad for me...because my target is not a "young man"...start from now i'll stop fall in love or angau with that guy..MUST STOP IT..yeaa beybeh !!!

and start from this night NURUL SYAZWANI YUSOFF will announce that she will stop staring maring, angau-angau, falling-malling at her DREAM GUY !!!! she will let him go with the flow of lembu gila blood...
GEDEBUSH !!!!!! now he's gone...already gone...goodbye SOMEBODY...my dream guy !!! soo chaadd..im not looking for a young guy...